Alice4016
27-03-2010, 01:59 PM
Salam,
I have kind of a personal question, so I will try my best to be as proper as possible without giving too many sensitive facts. I have schizophrenia and manic depressive disorder, and recently I have switched medication. I was living in California and I had a doctors prescription for Medical Marijuana, which helped a lot, but since moving back to Ohio and Reverting I decided that I shouldn't smoke that anymore, even if with a doctors note, as everywhere I looked people said it was forbidden in Islam. Given I was not using this for fun, it was for medical purposes; but you know that feeling you get when you know you have done something wrong? That dirty feeling? I kept getting that after reverting so I tried to handle myself without any form of medication. Needless to say this has ended in a disaster. I have been cutting myself for the last four months and I tried to kill myself yesterday but luckily my roommate caught me and took me to the hospital. They have prescribed me some medications but I am worried to use them for the same reasons that I stopped using Medical Cannabis. I am not sure, since they tend to relax me and help me keep clam and they sort of alter my mood (make me less depressed) are these okay in Islam? I really need some form of medication I think, as I really don't want to hurt myself...just sometimes I get really really depressive and I can't trust myself. It's why I have decided to seek medical help. I don't want to do anything that is forbidden in Islam as I have just started on my path and still have my clean slate. I don't drink, no boyfriend, no drugs, no swearing etc. I've tried my best and inshaallah I can keep on this straight path while still taking care of myself mentally. I've read that Allah creates no disease without a cure, so would medicine (real medicine, not California medicine...they kind of throw Medical Marijuana at any problem to be honest) be okay to take if it helps me keep myself together?
I"m sorry if this is an inappropriate question, it's just that I"m too embarrassed to talk to someone at my local mosque so I am relying on the autonomy of the internet :D
Alice
I have kind of a personal question, so I will try my best to be as proper as possible without giving too many sensitive facts. I have schizophrenia and manic depressive disorder, and recently I have switched medication. I was living in California and I had a doctors prescription for Medical Marijuana, which helped a lot, but since moving back to Ohio and Reverting I decided that I shouldn't smoke that anymore, even if with a doctors note, as everywhere I looked people said it was forbidden in Islam. Given I was not using this for fun, it was for medical purposes; but you know that feeling you get when you know you have done something wrong? That dirty feeling? I kept getting that after reverting so I tried to handle myself without any form of medication. Needless to say this has ended in a disaster. I have been cutting myself for the last four months and I tried to kill myself yesterday but luckily my roommate caught me and took me to the hospital. They have prescribed me some medications but I am worried to use them for the same reasons that I stopped using Medical Cannabis. I am not sure, since they tend to relax me and help me keep clam and they sort of alter my mood (make me less depressed) are these okay in Islam? I really need some form of medication I think, as I really don't want to hurt myself...just sometimes I get really really depressive and I can't trust myself. It's why I have decided to seek medical help. I don't want to do anything that is forbidden in Islam as I have just started on my path and still have my clean slate. I don't drink, no boyfriend, no drugs, no swearing etc. I've tried my best and inshaallah I can keep on this straight path while still taking care of myself mentally. I've read that Allah creates no disease without a cure, so would medicine (real medicine, not California medicine...they kind of throw Medical Marijuana at any problem to be honest) be okay to take if it helps me keep myself together?
I"m sorry if this is an inappropriate question, it's just that I"m too embarrassed to talk to someone at my local mosque so I am relying on the autonomy of the internet :D
Alice