
Originally Posted by
Muadh_Khan
Asslamo Allaikum Brothers/Sisters,
I am very interested in your personal experiences, so I will start out my mine first:
I am very interested in your personal experiences, so I will start out my mine first:
1) The first major impact was this statement of Abdullah Ibn Al-Mubarak (RA) (I am paraphrasing): “In matters in which the people of knowledge differ, I make Abu Haneefa (RA) & Sufyan Thauri (RA) Hujja between me & Allah (SWT) on the day of judgement”
I knew the rank of Abdullah Ibn Al-Mubarak (RA) and his rank amongst Muhadetheen and statements of Imam Bukhari (RA) & Yahya Bin Ma’een (RA) so this statement profoundly shocked & rattled me!
And
Ibn Hajar also related that Ibn al-Mubarak said: "If Allah had not rescued me with Abu Hanifa and Sufyan [al-Thawri] I would have been like the rest of the common people.
There were many other statements which just accumulated and accentuated the effect over time but I remember that one profoundly!
I also read Musnaf Abdur-Razaq which lists roughly 17,000 (can't remember) Fatawa of Sahaba (RA) and MOST without daleel!
I got me thinking that here I am telling myself and laymen to abandon Madhab (Imams in particular) and on the other hand there were Muhadetheen telling people that they make someone Hujja between them & Allah (SWT) without daleel! My mind couldn’t reconcile the two logically.
2) The second affect was a Shaykh who taught Fiqh for 50 years in India and grew up in the household of Maulana Ashraf Ali Thanwi (RA); no matter what I argued about with him I couldn’t shake off the feeling that something was pulling at my heart. I tried to justify it, understand it but couldn’t!
3) Then there were series of dreams and I NEVER dream and I couldn’t shake’em off!
So the 1st effect was technical but 2 & 3 were and still remain unexplainable.
I know that it sounds hocus-pocus but that’s what happened.
I have learned that the effects of Ihsan or Tasawuuf are unexplainable (at least I can't)
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