I Want To Dieee

[Tanya]

I WANT TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Labid Suleiman]

You will eventually. Just give it time.

[Tanya]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I HAVE NO PATIENCE TO WAIT AND I CAN'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Labid Suleiman]

Dare I ask what the problem is?

Regardless, it's hardly worth wishing something on yourself that any sane person would want to delay due to our lack of preparedness with Allah subhana wa ta'ala. So before wishing such a thing on yourself, you should ask yourself at this point and time as a Muslim where you would be based on your deeds.

The prophet, may Allah's peace and blessings be upon him, was right with Allah subhana wa ta'ala and had nothing to fear, yet not even he wished for death. So again, do you wish to elaborate on your issue?

[Tanya]

Dare I ask what the problem is?

Regardless, it's hardly worth wishing something on yourself that any sane person would want to delay due to our lack of preparedness with Allah subhana wa ta'ala. So before wishing such a thing on yourself, you should ask yourself at this point and time as a Muslim where you would be based on your deeds.

The prophet, may Allah's peace and blessings be upon him, was right with Allah subhana wa ta'ala and nothing to fear, yet not even he wished for death. So again, do you wish to elaborate on your issue?

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE I'M BASED WITH MY DEEDS, I HAVE BEEN SEVERLY PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE, AND MY FATE IN THE HEREAFTER IS SEALED TOO!!!

I'M WON'T EVEN BOTHER GOING ON ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, THEY ARE TOO LONG AND TOO MUCH, I'LL BE HERE ALL DAY AND NIGHT DOING PEOPLE'S HEADS IN ABOUT WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH WHEN EVERYONE IS THROUGH WITH ME, AND I DON'T BLAME THEM, WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN CRYING OUT FOR HELP FOR YEARS WITH NO LUCK, SOMEONE WHO HAS PRAYED SO MUCH TO GET MORE PUNISHMENT IN RETURN, SOMEONE WHO TURNED TO THIS FORUM TO POUR OUT MY HEART AND BE HELPED AND ADVISED, YET I'M STILL FEELING THE SAME WITH NO FAULT OF ANYONE ON HERE. WHAT MORE CAN I DO, THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ON THIS EARTH, I'M NOT WANTED, MY BOY, MY SOUL, MY WHOLE BEING IS USELESS!!!

[UmmeGibrel]

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE I'M BASED WITH MY DEEDS, I HAVE BEEN SEVERLY PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE, AND MY FATE IN THE HEREAFTER IS SEALED TOO!!!

I'M WON'T EVEN BOTHER GOING ON ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, THEY ARE TOO LONG AND TOO MUCH, I'LL BE HERE ALL DAY AND NIGHT DOING PEOPLE'S HEADS IN ABOUT WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH WHEN EVERYONE IS THROUGH WITH ME, AND I DON'T BLAME THEM, WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN CRYING OUT FOR HELP FOR YEARS WITH NO LUCK, SOMEONE WHO HAS PRAYED SO MUCH TO GET MORE PUNISHMENT IN RETURN, SOMEONE WHO TURNED TO THIS FORUM TO POUR OUT MY HEART AND BE HELPED AND ADVISED, YET I'M STILL FEELING THE SAME WITH NO FAULT OF ANYONE ON HERE. WHAT MORE CAN I DO, THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ON THIS EARTH, I'M NOT WANTED, MY BOY, MY SOUL, MY WHOLE BEING IS USELESS!!!

Don't you cry my sweet sister. If you need anything which i can provide for you, just ask. Hold on to the rope of Allah, and never let go, even when you feel like you have to. Keep making du'aa and there will be mountains of treatures waiting for you in jannah insha'Allah. You are going through a series of trials, keep your faith steady and built it up and thats it.

& I am sure your not so useless as i am.

[MSZ]

Salaam Tanya
After reading a couple of your posts. It seems that u are somewhat clinging to the past and not letting the reality of the day become... you need to get over ur past i.e the relationship and realise there is more to life.. U need to stop doing the things which continually make u feel worse. For eg stop listenin to the music u used to share as it will bring back only bad memories. The eamils u have from that person for your sake DELETE them and never look back... It seems u have so much to offer and ur cries for help are being heard the fact that you are on this website shows u r trying to get over ur problems and suicide is not an option..... However how much praying you do will not sufficiently help if you continually bring back the past.... all the benefit is surely wasted once u go back to the past its like startin from Sq 1 everyday..... u get better by praying and listening to peoples advice and getting on with your life but once u start thinkin of that other person depression sets in. Now ok it is much easier said than done and i dont know how recent your break up was or how long u were with him but nonetheless if u continue to stand by the phone, reminiscing about the past, hopin against hope for someone which u can never bring back than truly u will continue to suffer... Its the same when somebody dies we are not supposed to continually weep for that person for eternity... yes u remeber them and pray for them....but dont continually weep/mourn.....

Zikr (the remebrance) of Allah is a great tool... instead of listening to music, go to work reading durood sharif.... Instead of looking thru past emails read about islam on this and other forums.. (u can't learn enuff).. and even look to get a hobby... i know leicester has a large muslim community and there should be activities which u can immerse yourself in.... Depression is not pretty and even more so if u r closed to all around you.... Late 20s is so not old it may seem that way but mashalla there is so much time to make so many changes to ur life... Although it may seem unsurpassable now it will get better.. im not sure of ur family life or where ur originally from but if it possible look to your family for support... if for some reason that realtionship has beeen strained look to strengthen it... take it one step at a time without the backward steps of thinkin about the past only look forward.... Your depression cannot be helping your boy and in turn he may be effected as he is growing up, u dont want that to be the case... he is prob at the age when his experiances will make the person he is for the rest of his life.... again stop living in the past and embrace the future..... little do you know what awaits u....

Read the names of allah... if u do the zikr of allah then in turn allah does ur Zikr and surely if allah does ur zikr then afflictions and depression will be alleviated..... read the names of the prophet, sayeedena kareemun (SAW), sayeedena kareebun (SAW), sayeedena raheemun (SAW) and sayedeena shafaun (SAW) .... for the one who remembers and praises the prophet of Allah, how could allah possibly foresake that person...... Do not underestimate the power of Zikr for it is written
"And remembrance of Allāh is the greatest (thing in life) without doubt".
-(Al-‘Ankabūt 24:45)
For men and women who engage much in Allāh’s remembrance for them has Allāh prepared forgiveness and great reward.
-(Al-Ahzāb 33:35)

Abu Huraira (RZ) has narrated the Holy Prophet of Allah the Almighty (S.A.W) saying:

“Allah the Almighty has some Angels looking for those who celebrate the praises of Allah the Almighty on the roads and paths. When they find people celebrating the praises of Allah the Almighty, they call each other, saying, ‘Come and see what you were looking for.’”

He added:

“The Angles then, encircle them with their wings raised to the sky of the world.”

Mashalla
Yahayu ya qayoom

Best wishes and may the rehmat of allah be with u always
Wasalaam

[sulaman]

[SIZE="2"]IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE I'M BASED WITH MY DEEDS, I HAVE BEEN SEVERLY PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE, AND MY FATE IN THE HEREAFTER IS SEALED TOO!!!

I'M WON'T EVEN BOTHER GOING ON ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, THEY ARE TOO LONG AND TOO MUCH, I'LL BE HERE ALL DAY AND NIGHT DOING PEOPLE'S HEADS IN ABOUT WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH WHEN EVERYONE IS THROUGH WITH ME, AND I DON'T BLAME THEM, WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN CRYING OUT FOR HELP FOR YEARS WITH NO LUCK, SOMEONE WHO HAS PRAYED SO MUCH TO GET MORE PUNISHMENT IN RETURN, SOMEONE WHO TURNED TO THIS FORUM TO POUR OUT MY HEART AND BE HELPED AND ADVISED, YET I'M STILL FEELING THE SAME WITH NO FAULT OF ANYONE ON HERE. WHAT MORE CAN I DO, THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ON THIS EARTH, I'M NOT WANTED, MY BOY, MY SOUL, MY WHOLE BEING IS USELESS!!! /SIZE]

sis Tanya i will suggest u a zikr.. sit in a lone room. and close your eyes.and take out all the tensions and thoughts 4rm ur mind. and think that a Noor(Light) is coming to ur heart. and u r absorbing it. and ur heart is fill up with the Love of "Allah" and in return or in thanks ur heart is saying 'Allah", "Allah" "Allah".............................hope this Zikr wil help u alot. Insha'Allah!

[Hassnetwork]

AssallamuAlaikum,

Sabr Sister, Allah(swt) tests those whom he loves. Be Glad and endure each difficulty, make loadsa Dua.


Chill'aat.. do something.. keep yourself occupied

Schmile!.. gwaaaaaaan ya know ya wanna do it!!!

[Neyzen]

are you blind? are you not healthy? dont you have a place to live ?

people in africa have no proper place to live in, no food to eat, no healthy life. I heard an african tribe accepted islam after learning, and they are very poor people, and they say Islam is the biggest blessing for them.

You just give up easily, ok here you are, go and kill yourself, you will have an eternal punishment in hereafter life. Why do you not stick to Islam better? You should take a bayah from a tariqah. If you do not make enough dhikr (remembrance of Allah) then you will have trouble all the time.

I just recommend you to be grateful with Allah taala, never lose your hope, Allah taala sends only %1 of his mercy in this world, rest of his mercy is for muslims in akhirah, keep your iman (belief) steadfast, tjat is the mere solution