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I WANT TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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You will eventually. Just give it time.
"Not a day passes which does not say, "O son of Adam , I have come to you and I will never come again,so be careful of what you do during my stay" When the day has passed it is folded up and sealed, never to be opened by anyone until Allah reopens it on the day of judgment." Imam Al-Ghazali

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I HAVE NO PATIENCE TO WAIT AND I CAN'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![]()
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Dare I ask what the problem is?
Regardless, it's hardly worth wishing something on yourself that any sane person would want to delay due to our lack of preparedness with Allah subhana wa ta'ala. So before wishing such a thing on yourself, you should ask yourself at this point and time as a Muslim where you would be based on your deeds.
The prophet, may Allah's peace and blessings be upon him, was right with Allah subhana wa ta'ala and had nothing to fear, yet not even he wished for death. So again, do you wish to elaborate on your issue?
Last edited by Labid Suleiman; 08-08-2007 at 11:08 AM.
"Not a day passes which does not say, "O son of Adam , I have come to you and I will never come again,so be careful of what you do during my stay" When the day has passed it is folded up and sealed, never to be opened by anyone until Allah reopens it on the day of judgment." Imam Al-Ghazali

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE I'M BASED WITH MY DEEDS, I HAVE BEEN SEVERLY PUNISHED ALL MY LIFE, AND MY FATE IN THE HEREAFTER IS SEALED TOO!!!
I'M WON'T EVEN BOTHER GOING ON ABOUT MY PROBLEMS, THEY ARE TOO LONG AND TOO MUCH, I'LL BE HERE ALL DAY AND NIGHT DOING PEOPLE'S HEADS IN ABOUT WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH WHEN EVERYONE IS THROUGH WITH ME, AND I DON'T BLAME THEM, WHO THE HELL WOULD WANT TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN CRYING OUT FOR HELP FOR YEARS WITH NO LUCK, SOMEONE WHO HAS PRAYED SO MUCH TO GET MORE PUNISHMENT IN RETURN, SOMEONE WHO TURNED TO THIS FORUM TO POUR OUT MY HEART AND BE HELPED AND ADVISED, YET I'M STILL FEELING THE SAME WITH NO FAULT OF ANYONE ON HERE. WHAT MORE CAN I DO, THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ON THIS EARTH, I'M NOT WANTED, MY BOY, MY SOUL, MY WHOLE BEING IS USELESS!!!![]()

AssallamuAlaikum,
Sabr Sister, Allah(swt) tests those whom he loves. Be Glad and endure each difficulty, make loadsa Dua.
Chill'aat.. do something.. keep yourself occupied![]()
Schmile!.. gwaaaaaaan ya know ya wanna do it!!!![]()
are you blind? are you not healthy? dont you have a place to live ?
people in africa have no proper place to live in, no food to eat, no healthy life. I heard an african tribe accepted islam after learning, and they are very poor people, and they say Islam is the biggest blessing for them.
You just give up easily, ok here you are, go and kill yourself, you will have an eternal punishment in hereafter life. Why do you not stick to Islam better? You should take a bayah from a tariqah. If you do not make enough dhikr (remembrance of Allah) then you will have trouble all the time.
I just recommend you to be grateful with Allah taala, never lose your hope, Allah taala sends only %1 of his mercy in this world, rest of his mercy is for muslims in akhirah, keep your iman (belief) steadfast, tjat is the mere solution
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حسبي ربي جل الله ما في قلبي غير الله نور محمد صلي الله لا اله الا الله
جئت اليك من ديار اولياء الله وانا مجرم من أمتك اشفعني يا رسول الله
ياذاالجلال والاكرام ,أ متنا على دين الإسلام و في المدينة المنورة
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Sister Tanya, are you based in the UK? if so, any chance of you attending the Leeds Suhba? I would love to meet you, and I am sure many other sisters would like to help you out.
You can start a thred in the sisters section if you are intersted.
Wish you all the best, and never give up hope.
Girtey hain sheh sawar hi meydaan e jang me, wo tifl kya girey jo ghutno ke bhal chaley

Don't you cry my sweet sister. If you need anything which i can provide for you, just ask.Hold on to the rope of Allah, and never let go, even when you feel like you have to. Keep making du'aa and there will be mountains of treatures waiting for you in jannah insha'Allah. You are going through a series of trials, keep your faith steady and built it up and thats it.
& I am sure your not so useless as i am.![]()
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Just like you came to the world ALONE
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