by Hadhrat Shaykh Maulana Yusuf Motala Saheb
Introduction: 8
The characteristics of the Pious: 8
The astonishment of the Angels: 9
Death upon Iman (Faith) is a great blessing/reward: 9
The benefits of worrying about the hereafter: 9
This ill person sees love yet does not recover: 10
The reference of: ‘Laa Takhaafoo wa Laa Tahzanoo’: 10
The reality of fear: 11
Haqq has showed the truth to every sighted person: 11
The state of fear of Hazrat Ataa Sulamee: 12
Al-Giyaas Al-Giyaas, Ya Allah: 12
Rub away, O Lord, the badness from the heart: 13
The worry of Hazrat Sufyan Thauri: 13
The advice of a Sadiq (truthful): 14
Last deed: 14
Fear is a blessing: 14
More types of fear: 15
The result of not fearing: 15
Conclusion. 15
The Prophet 16
Commencement of illness: 16
The Last week: 17
Five days prior to departure from this world: 17
Four days before departure: 18
The evening of Thursday: 18
The Isha of Thursday: 18
One or two days before departure: 18
One day before departure: 18
The final day: 19
The final stages: 19
A calamity in Madinah: 20
Hazrat Abubakr’s restlessness and fortitude : 21
The sermon of Hazrat Abu bakr: 21
Hazrat Abubakr : 23
Appointing of a successor: 23
Waseeyat/testament/bequests: 23
Funeral arrangements: 25
Hazrat Umar : 26
Deadly. 26
The killer: 26
Restlessness in Madinah: 27
Final request: 27
Appointing of a successor: 28
Guidance’s/bequests: 28
Departure. 28
Janaza Prayer: 29
Hazrat Usman : 29
Advice of the devoted and requesting permission: 30
Preparation for Martyrdom: 31
Martyrdom.. 32
Janaza prayer: 33
The display of grief by the Sahabah: 33
Hazrat Ali . 34
Deadly attack: 34
Hazrat Bilal : 35
Hazrat Muaz bin Jabal : 35
Hazrat Saad bin Abi Waqas : 36
Hazrat Utba bin Abi Sufyan : 36
Hazrat Salman : 36
Hazrat Ubada : 36
Hazrat Abdullah bin Amir bin Kuraiz : 37
Hazrat Abu Sufyan bin Harith : 37
Hazrat Ikrima and his friend: 37
Hazrat Hasan bin Ali : 37
Hazrat Saad bin Rabee: 38
Hazrat Mus’ab bin Saad: 38
Hazrat Khubaib : 39
Hazrat Abdullah bin Jahsh : 39
Hazrat Hanzalah : 39
Hazrat Abu Darda : 40
Hazrat Abuzar : 40
Hazrat Muawiyah bin Abi Sufyan: 40
Hazrat Amr bin Aas : 41
Hazrat Abu-huraira : 41
Imam Ahmad bin Hanbal: 41
Departure. 42
Meetings during dreams: 42
Hazrat Imam Bukhari: 43
Imam Muslim: 43
Hafiz ibne-Hajar Asqalaanee: 44
The great Imam Abu Hanifa: 44
Hazrat Imam Nasai: 44
Hazrat Imam Shafee: 45
The great saint (Qutbul-Aqtaab) My beloved Shaikul-hadeeth (Hazrat Molana Muhammad Zakaria – nawwarullahu marqadahu): 45
Final affection: 45
Conversation with the Angel of death: 45
Meeting with the Angel of death whilst awake: 46
Meeting the Angel of Death in dream state: 46
Final illness: 47
Departure. 47
Funeral arrangements: 48
Concern over his close acquaintances: 49
Glad tidings: 49
Hazrat Ayas bin Qatada Abshamee. 49
Hazrat Abdullah bin Mubarak: 49
Hazrat Khair Bur Baaf: 50
Hazrat Ahmad bin Kizrawaye: 50
Hazrat Umar bin Abdul-aziz: 50
A dream: 50
Fear of Allah: 51
Desire for death and Departure: 52
Gladtidings/sightings in dream: 53
Hazrat Ibrahim bin Haanee: 53
Hazrat Makhool Shamee: 54
Hazrat Amir bin Abd Qais: 54
Hazrat Ali bin Saleh: 54
Hazrat Habib Ajami: 54
Hazrat Fatah bin Saeed: 55
Hazrat Muhammad bin Munkadir: 55
Abu Shuaib Saleh bin Ziyad: 55
Hazrat Muhammad bin Aslam Tusi: 55
The incident of the brother of Hasan bin Haiy: 56
Abu Yakub Nahar Jawree: 56
Hazrat Abu Ali Rawdbari: 56
Hazrat Abubakr bin Habib: 57
Hazrat Rabee bin Kuthaim: 57
Hazrat Yusuf bin Huseyn: 57
Shaikh Zun-noon Misri: 58
Shaikh Bishr Haafee: 58
Shaikh Najmuddin Kubra: 59
Alamghir 59
Khwaja Muhammad Masoom: 60
Khwaja Khorad: 60
Shaikh Aman Panee Patee: 61
Shaikh Sadeedullah: 61
Khwaja Zia-uddin Sanami: 62
Shaikh Shiabuddin Khatib Hanswee: 62
Shaikh Ishaq: 62
Shah Jalaluddin Gujarati: 63
Khwaja Mawdood Chishti: 63
Shaikh Masood Gazee Shaheed: 64
Breaker of Statue or Seller: 64
Return to Hindustan: 64
Martyrdom.. 64
Hazrat Shaikh Maroof Karakee: 65
Hazrat Shaikh Sirri Suktee: 65
Shah Muhammad Yaqub Saab Bopali: 67
Abu Suleman Daraanee: 68
Sahal bin Abdullah Tastaree: 69
Sayyedut-taa-ifa Junaid Baghdadi: 69
Shaikh Ali bin Sahl Isbahanee: 70
Shaikh Hussain bin Mansur Al-hallaj: 71
In Jail/detention: 71
On the gallows: 71
Shaikh Ibrahim bin Sharbaar Gazruni: 74
Shaikh Abu Ali Adduqaq: 74
The greatest saint Hazrat Shaikh Abdul-Qadir Jelanee: 75
Sultan Salahuddin Ayyubee: 76
Hazrat Mirza Mazhar Jan Janah: 77
His love for departure (death): 77
Deadly attack: 78
Martyrdom.. 79
Hazrat Mujaddid Alf-e-Thanee: 80
Steadfastness on daily practices: 81
Guidance’s/Advice: 81
Departure. 82
Funeral and burial: 82
Hazrat Tohfah (Allah have mercy on her): 83
Hazrat Sirri’s meeting with Tohfah’s owner: 83
The blessings of Tohfah: 84
Towards Haram: 85
Shaikh Mahkamuddin Sahibul-Yusr Uwaisi: 87
Shaikh Majadiduddin Baghdadi: 88
Hazrat Saeed bin Jubair: 88
Shaikh Abur-Rida: 89
Shaikh Wajeehuddin: 90
Desire for Martyrdom: 90
Martyrdom: 90
Shaikh Ahmad Nakhlee: 91
Hazrat Khwaja Fuzail bin Ayaz: 91
Hazrat Yahya bin Muaz: 92
Hazrat Sufyan Thauri: 92
Abdul-Malik bin Marwaan: 92
Khalifa Haroon Rashid: 93
Allaaama Saabunee: 93
Hazrat Hafiz Ahmad Saab: 93
Hazrat Shah Abdur-Rahim Dehlwi: 94
Hazrat Hassaan bin Sinan: 94
Hazrat Malik bin Dinar: 94
Hazrat Muhammad bin Seereen: 95
Hazrat Ataa Salamee: 95
Molana Jafar Sab Thanisaree: 95
The judgment for Death and the change in the sentence: 96
Now to go back to the Judgment: 97
Akbar Badshah (King): 98
The Sultan of Mashaikh/Saint Hazrat Khwaja Nizamuddin: 98
In the state of Deep thought and Hypothecation: 98
Displeasure of the world: 98
Gifts. 99
Departure. 99
Hazrat Mehboob Ilahee: 100
Hazrat Shaikh Ruknuddin: 100
Shaikh Bahahuddin Zakariyya Saharwardee: 101
Shaikh Khwaja Nasiruddin Mahmood: 101
Departure. 101
Shaikh Burhanuddin Gareeb: 102
Hazrat Sharfuddin Ahmad: 102
Hazrat Sayyed Shah Ilmullah: 103
The dream of Aurangzeb: 103
Molana Jalaluddin Rumi: 104
Shah Nur Muhamamd: 104
The story of a Hairdresser: 105
The story of the Gardener Laahaa: 105
Some short stories of Wisaal (the departing of persons) 106
Hazrat Hikam: 106
Abubakr Zufaq: 106
Muslimah bin Abdul-Malik: 106
Hazrat Fatah bin Shakraf: 107
Abul-Waqt Abdul-Awwal: 107
Hazrat Adam bin Abi Ayas: 107
Imam Ghazali: 107
Ibne Idris: 107
Abu Hakim Hiyari: 107
The story of the father of Shaikh Ibnul-Jala: 108
Hazrat Abubakr bin Ayyash: 108
Hazrat Abu Hafs: 108
Hazrat Ruwaim: 108
The incident of Zubaidah: 108
Shaikh Abu Turab Nakhshabi: 108
Shaikh Muhammad bin Fazlullah: 109
Shaikh Danyal: 109
Shaikh Muzaffar Balkhi: 109
Hazrat Daud Tai: 109
Shaikh Hamdaan Qisaar: 109
Shaikh Abul-Hasan An-Nuri: 110
Shaikh Usmanul-Hiyari: 110
Shaikh Nisaaj: 110
Shaikh Abubakr Kutani: 110
Shaikh Abdullah Saqeef: 111
Khwaja Muhammad Ubaidullah Murawwajush-shariyya: 111
Shaikh Mumshad Dinwaree: 111
Shaikh Abu Hamza Muhammad bin Ibrahim Baghdadi: 111
Shaikh Jamaluddin Hansway: 112
Shaikh Ahmad Nehrwanee: 112
Hazrat Khwaja Moinuddin Chisti: 112
Qazee Hamiduddin Naagwaree: 112
Shaikh Abdul-Aziz: 113
Hisham bin Abdul-Malik: 113
Hazrat Mughiratul Khiraz: 113
Hazrat Ibrahim Nakhai: 113
Hazrat Abubakr bin Abbas: 113
Wahab bin Al-Wud (peace be upon him): 114
Hajjaj bin Yusuf: 114
Hazrat Ibnul-Munzir: 114
The passing away of some other pious people: 114
They gave their lives on a verse of a poem: 118
Shaikh Sundha son of Shaikhul-Mumin Chishtee Saberee: 118
Shaikh Sultan Wald: 118
Shaikh Abdul-Aziz bin Shaikh Hamiduddin Naagauri: 118
Shaikh Faiz Baksh Lahori: 118
Hazrat Khwaja Qutbuddin Bukhtayaree Khaki: 119
Khwaja Bahaauddin Naqshbandi: 120
Shaikh Abu Saeed bin Abul-Khair: 121
Shaikh Muhammad Daud bin Sadiq Gangohi: 121
Sayyed Ashraf Jahanghir Simnai: 121
Hazrat Abu Saeed Kiraz: 122
Shaikh Hasan: 123
Shaikh Fakhruddin Iraqi: 123
Hazrat Shah Fakhruddin: 123
The story of the son of a water-carrier: 124
The story of a beautiful King: 124
The affairs of the after life: 125
The meeting and introduction of souls: 125
A worshipping young man: 126
The story of a young girl: 126
The story of some pious women: 126
Khwaja Hafiz Sayyed Abdullah: 126
The remembrance of Allah by the dead: 127
The request of Tilawat (recitation) by one in a grave: 127
Hazrat Shaikh Muhammad: 128
Molana Faizul Hasan Saab: 128
The mother of Usman bin Sawwad Tufawee: 128
The story of a pious person: 128
Hazrat Rabi-a Basariya: 129
Hazrat Asim Jahdari: 129
Accepted actions: 129
They screamed once and gave their life: 130
A slave girl: 130
The story of a Saint: 131
Hazrat Zurara bin Awfa: 131
One Aaraabee (Villager): 131
The story of two young men: 132
The story of a young man who feared Allah. 132
The story of a young girl that feared Allah: 133
Hazrat Shaiban Musaab: 133
Hazrat Abu Juhaiz: 134
The story of Lailaa, Majnu: 134
The meeting of the souls of the live and dead: 135
The pact of Hazrat Abdullah bin Salaam and Hazrat Salman Farsee: 136
Hazrat Imam Shafee: 136
The story of a pious person: 137
Hazrat Abul-Abbas Ahmad bin Mansur: 138
The story of two sinners: 138
Hazrat Abu Abdullah bin Hamid: 138
Hazrat Abu Hafs Kagezee: 138
The story of a writer: 139
A story about another person: 139
The story of a group of people of the time of Hazrat Khalaf: 139
Hazrat Abu Sulaiman: 139
Hazrat Abu Zura: 139
The freeing of Shah Sanjaree: 140
Shaikh Muhammad: 140
Shaikh Abubakr Shiblee: 140
Shaikh Abu Ishaq Ibrahim bin Ahmad Sufi: 141
Allama ibnul-Qasim: 141
Hasan bin Saleh: 141
Hazrat Marwaan Mahlabee: 142
Muslim bin Yasaar: 142
Muwarriq Ajalee: 142
Hazrat Uwais Qarnee: 142
Shuba bin Hajjaj and Mis-ar bin Kudam: 142
Isa bin Zaazaan: 143
Muslim bin Khalid Zangee: 143
Shuraih bin Abid Shimalee: 143
Murra Hamdaani: 143
Allaama Hameedi Andulusi: 144
Allaama Yahya bin Moin: 144
Allamaa Khateeb Baghdadi: 144
Shaikh Fatah Musilee: 144
Abdul-Aziz bin Sulaiman: 145
Maisra bin Sulaim: 145
Shaikh Abu Ali Zagwanee: 145
Ustad Abul-Qasim Qushairee: 145
Dhaigam Abid: 145
Abul-Alaa Ayyub: 145
Salma bin Kuhail: 145
Wafaa bin bishr: 146
Abdullah bin Abi Habeebah: 146
A companion of Hammad bin Salama: 146
Rajaa bin Haiwah: 146
Introduction:
The salvation of mankind rests upon the ending. If you are fortunate enough to receive a good ending then you will receive everlasting joy, else you will have to remain in punishment. That is why the blessed Prophets, the pious of this Ummat have always been fearful and wary of Allah’s eternal attribute because you do not know in what state your soul will leave you.
The characteristics of the Pious:
Allaama Abdul-Wahhab states in Ahwaalus-Saadeqeen that one of the characteristics of the pious (the ones close to Allah) is that they fear Allah from this that their ending is not bad thus leading them to hell where they would be concealed from him. Some of them would be in such a state and they would be so grief stricken and worried, that they would not even know who is sat besides them.
When Hazrat Hasan Basri used to hear the following Hadeeth ‘the final person to come out of hell would be after one thousand years’ he would say: ‘I wish I was that person.’ Someone asked him ‘Why do you wish this?’ He replied: ‘Does he not come out of hell?’ (What he meant is that their will also be people in hell who will remain in there for ever and at least this person is better than those. I have this doubt that I may be from those who will remain for ever in hell and I do not wish for this that is why I desire that I am not from them, and at lease I am from the ones that will come out from hell even if I am the last one to come out, at least I will come out of that trauma)
Sufyan Thauri states that whoever becomes confident on his religion Allah afflicts him with ‘not having any fear’. Imam Abu Hanifa used to say that the Iman (Faith) of a lot of people is taken from them at the time of death. (Because Satan tries extra hard at that time and uses all his powers to lead astray, only a few people are safe from his tricks) Allah protect us. Ameen.
The astonishment of the Angels:
Bishr Haafee states that when the Angels takes the soul of a believer and climbs into the heavens, and he has died on Islam, then the Angels are amazed and enquire that how was he able to save himself from the deception of the world?
Rabee bin Khaisam states that the flight of the soul is in the state of however he was at the time of his death. He mentioned the following incident as evidence to his point that I went to a person who was close to death. Whenever I would instruct him to recite Laa-ilaaha illallah he would do account of his Rupees that I still owe such a body so much and my money hasn’t arrived from there yet etc.
Mitraf bin Abdullah states that I am not amazed at someone who is ruined that how was he ruined, rather I am more amazed at someone who is saved that how did he survive.
Death upon Iman (Faith) is a great blessing/reward:
Zaid bin Aslam states that if Death was in my control then I would taste death, keeping Islam as my friend is not in my control hence the pressure.
Once Sufyan Thauri cried so much that he became unconscious. A servant asked him the reason so he replied ‘Brother, first we cried due to our sins and now we cry for Islam that does Islam stay safe or not.’ He used to say that some times a person worships idols but in Allah’s knowledge he is from the fortunate and sometimes someone obeys Allah completely but in Allah’s knowledge he is from the disgraced; because it is mentioned in the Hadeeth ‘some people do deeds for Paradise until there is just the space of one hand between him and Paradise but the Lord’s fate takes over and he leaves those deeds for Paradise and starts doing the deeds of the hell-bound and reaches hell…’
The benefits of worrying about the hereafter:
Yahya bin Muaz states that to think deeply and to take heed, these two things extracts strange wisdom from the treasure which is the heart of a Muslim, and by this he hears such things which the Wise enjoy, and in front of which the necks of the Scholars are lowered, and the Theologians are amazed and the Ahle Adab (wise ones) rush to remember.
Sufyan Thauri states the fear and grief of a believer is according to his insight (Nur-e-Baseerat) (Thus depending on how much Light of Baseerat/prudence he has that is how much grief and worry he will have).
The face of Muhammad bin Wase seemed, due to immense grief, like a woman who has lost her child and she is grieving due to it. And its effect was such that who ever would see him, the hardness of their heart would disappear and softness would appear. He used to say that you should take company of such a person (make your mentor), that just by seeing them you realise that he is more religious than you (and he is capable of becoming a mentor).
Wahab bin Warad states that Allah by revelation said to Hazrat Ibrahim Alaihissalaam that cleanse your heart. He said: ‘O Allah; water cannot reach it so how do I cleanse it.’ The command came (the heart does not get cleaned by water rather by grief and worry) that you should grieve over that thing which you have lost by me or which you are worried to lose and in this way cleanse your heart.
Ibrahim bin Adham used to say that just like the root of all physical illnesses is bodily diseases in this manner the root to the illnesses of the heart is sin, and Allah has created a cure for all illness and in this manner he has created a cure for the illnesses of the heart (and that is worry and grief). Thus when someone is grief stricken due to his sins (and his tears transfer from his eyes to his heart, and he cries from his heart) then his body opens up and he will become well again.
Someone said to Ibrahim that your beard has become white why do you not colour it. He replied ‘sir, colouring is classed as beauty and we stay in the state of mourning day and night (so what link does beauty and mourning have?).
This ill person sees love yet does not recover:
Someone said to Bishr bin Haaris that why is it, you always seem sad. He replied ‘Sir, I am that person who will be asked regarding official and unofficial rights (and I have not been asked yet therefore he is concerned that what will happen to all those cases filed against me, that is why it is important for me to remain sad). He also used to say that every worry and sadness eventually goes away except the worry of sins because these are renewed with every breath (because the other types of illnesses are such that the reasons for them go or they become old that is why the sadness goes away, unlike the sadness of sins because as time goes on the reason for them become stronger because death and the time of answerability is becoming closer that is why its worry should increase with every breath).
Hazrat Ali bin Abi Talib used to cry and say ‘the birds, mammals’, fishes all will die and be in peace but I shall not be in peace after death, rather I will be locked due to my deeds.’
It was the custom of Hatim bin Abdul-Jalil that on the day of Eid (when everyone is rejoicing) he would call his close friends together and they would all sit down in one place together and cry. Someone asked that ‘Hazrat what is wrong, the world is celebrating Eid yet you are crying? He said Brother, I am that person who Allah has ordered to obey and forbade from sins and I do not know if I have fulfilled the rights of these obligations or not (So how can I celebrate), the happiness of Eid is for those who are not worried about punishment.
The reference of: ‘Laa Takhaafoo wa Laa Tahzanoo’:
Hatim Asam says referring to Allah’s words: ‘Allaa Laa Takhaafoo wa Laa Tahzanoo’ that this ‘not worrying and ‘no grief’ will be for those who remained fearful of their sins in the world and grieved. The people who committed sins and were not ashamed, rather they showed off they will not be in the position of ‘not worrying’ and ‘no grief.’
Muaz bin Jabal states that until you do not pass the bridge of Sirat until then there is no reason for man to celebrate.
The Prophet used to state that ‘whenever the Angel Jibraeel comes to me he does so in the state that he is very fearful and is shaking out of fear of Allah.’
Wahab bin Munabba state that Allah made Hazrat Ibrahim Alaihissalam his close friend (Khalil) because he was very fearful of Allah and his state of fear was such that people would hear his heartbeat from afar.
Musa bin Masood states that when we would sit next to Sufyan Thauree it would seem due to his fear, worry and grief that we are surrounded by fire from all four sides.
Fuzail bin Ayaaz states that there are such pious people that when they remember the greatness of Allah their hearts are broken into pieces. And after it breaks it joins again. In short as long as they are alive this occurs. He also used to state that a person only fears Allah according to how much knowledge he has of Allah.
Ibrahim bin Haaris did not raise his eyes towards the skies due to the fear of Allah and his embarrassment because the sky is the Qibla of Dua/Prayer (and to face it is to face towards Allah). People also say that sometimes the fear of Allah used to come so strongly upon Sufyan Thauri, Malik bin Dinar and Fuzail bin Ayaaz that they would get up and walk in a direction and they would not know where they were heading.
The reality of fear:
Imran bin Hussain (due to fear) used to stay that By Allah I wish that I become ashes and a storm blows me away viciously.
Ishaq bin Khalaf states that fear is not this that a person sits there and wipes his tears rather true fear is that a person leaves those things upon which he fears punishment.
Hasan Basri used to say that I was reciting ‘Kullu Nafsin Zaaikatul Maut’ when I heard someone saying how long will you recite this. By reciting this you have killed four thousand Jinns. Thus when he heard this verse due to the fear that overcame him he could not lift his face to the sky and he died there.
Fuzail bin Ayaaz stayed in Arafa on the Day of Arafat and until sunset he cried keeping hold of his beard stating ‘even though my sins have been forgiven (due to the blessing of Hajj) yet I still do regret them.’
When Hammad bin Zaid used to sit he would sit in a stiff position and would not sit properly. Someone enquired as to why and he replied: ‘Only that person can sit down peacefully who is not worried by the punishment of Allah and never have I not been worried during the night or day of the fact that his punishment may come. (Then how can I sit down properly?)
Umar bin Abdul-Aziz used to say that if it wasn’t for his greatness then all creation would die from the fear of Allah (Thus work out from this what fear of Allah means. This is why you should realise from this)
Haqq has showed the truth to every sighted person:
The fear of Malik bin Dinar was such that he states that I have decided to advise my household that when I die they put me in chains and place me into the grave such as what is done with a slave who runs away from his master. And you people tell me that you deserve hell and destruction, how can you say to yourselves that you deserve to go into Paradise and make use of the Hurs and the Palaces.
Fuzail bin Ayaaz states that I am not envious that of any messenger or close Angel because they will all have to face the fearful sight of the Day of Judgment (and they will be affected according to their positions) rather I feel envious of those who have not yet been born (because they will not be affected by the fears of the Day of Judgment) thus I wish that I do not have to face the terror of the day of Judgment.
Sufyan bin Uyaiyna states that a persons should be such that he is amongst the respected people of Allah and according to himself he is the worst and according to the creation he is in the middle (normal) (this is trying to say that a person should do such that he should not disobey Allah so that his rank may keep increasing, and should think himself to be the worst of creation and he should deal with creation in such a way that they do not call him bad and he should not try so that they call him good).
Farqad Sanjee used to say that five hundred virgin girls went to Baitul-Maqdis, there a Scholar told them about the hereafter and all of them died there at once. These girls had no interest in the world, thus their dress was from Canvass which was the dress of the pious at that time.
The state of fear of Hazrat Ataa Sulamee:
Ataa Sulamee used to pray that ‘O Allah, I ask you for your forgiveness’ and he never had the courage to say ‘O Allah enter me into paradise.’ (because he was embarrassed that how can I request this looking at his deeds. This was a sign of his humility)
Farqad Sanjee states that once we went to Ataa Sulamee and we saw that he had his cheek on the ground in the heat. Then when we looked closer we saw that there were lines on his face of tears and he had just stopped crying then. We also saw that beneath his tears the earth had become wet soil due to his tears and he had a habit of wiping his tears with his hands and flicking it here and there so people would think that he had just done Wuzu and this was the wet soil of Wuzu and not his tears. And we also knew that he had not looked towards the sky for forty years. One day accidentally he looked towards the sky and he fell down on his stomach due to which something inside him tore open and because of this he became ill and he died from this illness. His custom was that whenever an affliction came upon the people of the town he would say that this is because of my sins. If I had gone from here then these people would not have had to face this trouble and often during the night he would rub his hands over his body that lest I should not be changed/deformed as punishment for my sins.
He used to say that once I was going with Utbatul-Allaam. On the way they came to a place. Utbatul-Allaam seeing this place fell down unconsciousness. When he regained consciousness he said that this is the place where I disobeyed Allah prior to maturity. This state came upon him when he and his disciples had performed the prayer of Fajar with the Wuzu of Isha for forty years and he had become very thin and his colour had changed and he had become like the skin of a water-melon.
From this we can determine the fear of these people and how much fear they had. Some of our ancestors used to cry so much that they would become unconscious and some would continuously cry like you would cry on someone’s passing until they would die in that state.



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