Salaam alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu
im just very depressed at times coz of this evil thought in my mind
sometimes when i pray shaitan pictures in mind a face watching me astagfirullah
and i say audhubillah hi minash shaitan nir rajeem
i know its not Allah. last verse of surah ikhlas says "nothing is comparable to him"
and many others verses. im so depressed
am i still a muslim ? why is this happening to me ?
and im not an anthrmorphist , i can never beleive Allah having legs hands etc astagfirullah and sitting on throne.
at times im so depressed i cry and pray to Allah "Oh Allah u alone know the condition of my heart and mind verily what the shaitan pictures in my mind is not u , have mercy on me and forgive "
i am a muslim following hanafi fiqh sub continent deoband.
why is this happening to me? what is the cure for this ?
sometimes i think over this problem so much i start to get severe headache, due to which i can not sleep.
and many others things.
can i somehow talk to brother Colonel_hardstone , is he Muad Khan.
please salafis brothers sisters stay away. no offense to any salafi brothers / sisters here. if u feel hurted i apologise to all of u now.
walaikum as salaam