Hi so I have a bit of a problem.. quite a big problem actually. Hoping somebody can help me out.
Well so I do not want to brag but I have been QUITE blessed ever since birth. I was born very attractive and very intelligent and with lots of patience and love for all and generally a good nature, and good health.
I do get sick often, but only little things that go away, but for the past year I have had a huge problem. I have been getting afflicted with multiple illnesses and also I got into a fight and broke my face bone and it still is not healing and also I get angry very easily now and never want to pray and I am not feeling so attractive these days and I do not want to study anymore either and all I want to do all day is lay in bed and take sleeping pills and to top it all off I've been acting rude to my friends and fam because they do not understand how I feel and how much pain I feel and I feel guilty ALL the time cause I always miss prayers and then I do my best to get up and make them up before I fall asleep but I just feel like **** I do not know what to do.
And my mom says that someone did black magic on me and growing up in the West people don't really believe in those things here but she said that Prophet Mohd. pbuh also got it done on him andt hat it is real and she thinks someone did it on me..
so my question is, do such things still happen nowadays? also, how can I get it to go away? My mom said that people with black magic on them stray away from Islam but that to get rid of it you have to pray and read surah fatiha and whenever I pray or make up my prayers I do it sincerely and I read surah fatiha when I can so I am confused as to how to make this go away or if it will at all ?
I just do not want to blame everything on black magic lol like they used to in the old days so I was just wondering if anyone has any advice on this. Appreciate it mates.