hmm i didnt think like that way. Anyway thanks for your explanation. Actually I do not listen to bayans to learn urdu but for islaah. I am neither good in urdu nor in English but as I am more benefited from Hazrat's bayans, I took a little step to translate his bayans so someone who cannot understand urdu gets benefited too. Nothing more than that. That's true that in the process, I have learnt urdu to some extent but that was not the main purpose.
I appreciate all the people here for helping me and correcting me.