My Mom&Dad separated three days ago, so they are not divorced. They always fought and my Dad couldn't take it anymore. My dad lives somewhere else and I live with my mom and three older brothers. My Mom told me if my Dad leaves this house, I'll never see my Dad again. My Dad is coming this Friday to pick me up for Jumah, Insh'Allah. And we (me&bros) have to talk to my Dad about the situation. It's not like I care much that they're separated. I want my Dad to be happy. My mom thinks my dad left us and went to his step-son because he loves his step-son more than all of us. My dad said he'd always be here for us, just call and I'll be there. And now my Mom said that there's a possibility that I might never see my dad again?! I love my Dad so much that it hurts. My mom thinks I hate her, and that I'm taking my dad side. And my non-Muslim brothers is saying that I do hate her just because he hates my Dad. And if I don't live with my Mom she'll hate me, and then I'll go to hell because my Mom won't be happy with me when I die. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so extremely depressed that I have the worst headache ever..:/ Who does the child custody go to after a divorce? I'm dying, inside. Help me please.*
P.S. I've read somewhere that if the girl reaches puberty she can live with her dad, I've already reached puberty.