Welcome to Islam sister Zohra Tasneem. Allahu Akbar!
I have been following your other thread and am worried for you. Have you posted for some guidance in the sensitive section of the forums here:
http://www.sunniforum.com/forum/foru...7-Sensitive-QA. Insha'Allah you'll get help and insha'Allah it will be quick as you prepare for trial against your non-Muslim parents - where, Muslim or not, parents - especially mothers - hold such a high place in our lives.
Also, do you have a book on the trials and tribulations of the first Muslims? It sounds like you have some knowledge already masha'Allah but if you need a good book to read, try one of the titles
here or
here. I noticed a number of titles relating to the noble women around the Prophet

and I also noticed the title:
Hayatus Sahabah.
May Allah Ta'aala give you ease, and guide you to the best outcome - one that is best for you both here and in the hereafter. Ameen.
Wa'assalaam.
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